I feel like I've been ignored for years

So, I've done my IQ tests my memory issues being a major issue I'm in major anger and anxiety and I burn all over from rage and sadness. I realized these IQ tests could have been done ages ago and I would of known what was going on with me. I could of had these answers a full decade ago saved the pain of multiple diagnosis, serotonin syndrome that I nearly died from. Also would of saved my mum anxiety and my family freaking yelling at me for being frustrated that I still can't function that one helped me. I burn in anger because no body gets held accountable for the freaking done right abuse and gaslighting when I was told my issues is just my family and bpd. Which is ******** I have been told I have major memory issues which cause imperment in every part of my life. No one that knows my issues apologized for saying I'm retarded for the issues that are not my fault. Frankly what I went through is injustice and neglect and I deserve a freaking apology and reperrations for what I and my family went through. When I experienced trauma and I said I had PTSD and memory problems no body ****ing believed me. I was made to take ****ing meth for ten years. I've nearly died I can't forgive these thieving scum for ignoring me and making my mum up to be a manipulative woman that wanted her kids to be I'll for money. I'll never forgive that scum that said that about my mum when I nearly lost my mind and tried to take my life. I was traumatized I clearly wanted to die and that's what those ****ing scum say. They all need to be fired and must pay for what trauma and depression my mum went through. These services did nothing to give my mum counselling for her domestic violence she experienced and me and my sister. Then they dare and not believe them when I say I have major memory issues for years!!! No screw you. You mismanaged me. You used me to get paid you ****ing used me. You all did and then when I was no longer useful to make money you said you didn't know what was wrong so screw you. Your stupid pricks and I didn't need an IQ test to confirm what I've been telling you for years!!!

I’m sorry ❤️ The mental healthcare system is terrible here in the USA and probably in Australia too. Much has been learned just in the past ten years about trauma and ptsd.

It’s definitely extra hard to genuinely suffer from ptsd and have people dismiss genuine often crippling symptoms.

Never heard of meth being used to treat it.

Can’t blame you for being angry.

Yeah dexamphetamine which is basically legalised meth is used for attention deficit disorder such a shame it never did anything but give anxiety.