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I was finally just like F it and I went back to my regular dose of valium after several painful days of being down one. I'll have my moment with my Pdocs office in a few days. Getting back on the normal dose cleared up my mental health so now my physical issues are just more obvious. I know I didn't cope the greatest though. But valium is a tough med to go down from 3 to even 2 a day.
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I have heard about Valium from other people that it’s very very difficult to taper off.
I tried to get on Valium no one who is my doctor will ever prescribe for me

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I tried to get on Valium no one who is my doctor will ever prescribe for me
It’s a pretty strong drug which can be addictive as I understand it, so that might be why they are reluctant to prescribe. A friend took years to taper off it and finally off it now but had horrendous withdrawal effects.
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I am waiting for my package from Old Navy, it seems like the longest wait in the world. I bought some brown pants and some thong underwear and a babydoll spaghetti strap shirt.
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Back to work after a break and the staffing is just terrible with covid and other sickness, so just got to knuckle down and get on with it. I can only do what I can do.
I’m sorry. Try to stay safe from covid

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Back to my organizing. Had a walk with the dogs and feeling a bit better. I really want to get back to my music listening, which always makes me feel better, but of late has been pretty sparse.
That is amazing. Keep at it.

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I've been doing well all day by using distraction. Now that the TV is off I am starting to feel things again. Physical things though. Mental health wise I've been good since going back on the valium.

I did get a bit annoyed at my mom but I do feel like shes being a bit silly and kinda reckless so I don't really feel like I was in the wrong.
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I told my therapist today that I am in a better place then I was this time last year, which is very true but it seems every year at this time its pretty misereable. Either mood wise or weather wise. I'm coping ok though.
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By playing loud thunder to block out the sound of a barking dog.
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Coping fine, work has been just fine despite my worries about the staffing with our mini covid wave.
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I was doing crappy this morning and early afternoon. Now I feel ok. Normally its the other way around. I think getting my weekly shot may have something to do with it. I'm not disapointed about my birthday and the weather anymore. I am used to it now. I am just glad I am way more stable then I was last year at this time.
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I coped well today. I didn't do anything. There wasn't anything I could do anyways. But I was in good spirits about things and I got a couple things ordered and a few freebies in some emails. I didn't stress about much. I have a slight cold but I don't feel sick. My weight contiunes to go down and my appetite continues to stay low. I am eating healthier so I'm wondering if thats part of the reason my mood has increased. My therapist and I made a food log a couple of weeks ago and we have been discussing it in our sessions and its been helpful. Tommorow I can get out and do a couple things.
Those are great goals to have

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Ugh. My neighbor is spraying perfume again. I can smell it in my apt. She's also been yelling. And its none of my business of course, it just distracted me from reading.

Yesterday I used my skills like a champion, for the win!

Speaking of champions, I want to watch the Olympics.
I’m sorry about what the neighbor is doing they may not realize what they are doing.

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I tried my best but some things were a bit out of my control. My moods were ok. My anxiety was a mess. My depression was off and on. My self esteem and self worth have been very good lately after my weight loss and appetite reduction. I have not felt the best physically though.

Basically I'm just trying to control what I can.
That is all one can be expected to do

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[QUOTE=Mountaindewed;7176627I did really good up until 1PM maybe. Then my moods dipped and my anxiety got bad and I got pretty down in the dumps. I didn't really handle things badly though. My mom said I did pretty good.[/QUOTE]

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I'm doing ok. I have lots of time on my hands now but need to move out of here. Argh! So, I need to pack and do a lot of other things. Well, I have negative symptoms so will do it tomorrow hopefully.
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I’m deeply concerned about the political situation in my country. But I know I’m not alone with that.

How I’m coping is focusing on day to day life, so today I worked and that was grounding, then I went to volunteer after a 2 month wait because of infection rates being high here for a while. I was actually a bit nervous about volunteering, I notice loss of confidence even in that short time, but I still wanted to go which was good. The group was good, and I’m hopeful we can continue to meet up from now on.
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It’s a pretty strong drug which can be addictive as I understand it, so that might be why they are reluctant to prescribe. A friend took years to taper off it and finally off it now but had horrendous withdrawal effects.
That is a strong possibility one I never thought about

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I keep getting chewed out by my niece who is a bully then again with an online friend who accused me of either sending to many emails or giving out the email. I been feeling really awful.

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I coped just fine today, returning to work after a break, it’s so much less stressful after Christmas build up. I’m enjoying normality.
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