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Aug 03, 2023 at 11:32 PM
#481
I feel so dissociated these days probably from too much stress and pain. There's this strong need to post to someone because I feel like screaming for help but yet to hate drawing attention so I quietly post. It's hard to know how I feel exactly. It's kinda like everything's swirling probably from dissociation. Too many problems. Severe money problems. No friends anywhere. No family. Bad toothache almost every night for long time. I go to the store and spend ages just looking looking looking at prices trying to find something good that doesn't cost much. I watch people swing through isles grabbing stuff left and right and I wonder how it must feel to have money. It's usually a bag of $1.25 dried split peas or something that cooks up to lasts 4 to 6 meals. Guess I'll sell my car soon.
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Aug 04, 2023 at 11:57 AM
#482
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 That is awesome.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Aug 04, 2023 at 08:26 PM
#483
I think you mean it takes time to get over a bad mood, right? I know it does.
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Aug 04, 2023 at 10:21 PM
#484
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True. It’s take times
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Aug 05, 2023 at 03:06 PM
#485
I'm not coping well today, or yesterday for that matter...
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Aug 06, 2023 at 02:37 AM
#486
it's going to be a long day.
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Aug 06, 2023 at 07:58 AM
#487
@stahrgeyzer did you consider applying for the community fund here?
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Aug 06, 2023 at 10:27 AM
#488
@Discombobulated thanks. I didn't know about that. I can rarely get myself to accept money. It's an overwhelming feeling I don't deserve it and will be punished. One of my psychiatrists tried his best to get me to get disability. I left him because of that.
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Aug 06, 2023 at 10:37 AM
#489
I'm not coping very well today. I am crying and doing chores. The chores give me a sense of accomplishment.
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Aug 06, 2023 at 11:57 AM
#490
I’m getting things done that will hopefully make next week more tolerable with my schedule that is bananas.
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Aug 07, 2023 at 05:50 AM
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Aug 07, 2023 at 10:18 AM
#492
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I’m :sorry.
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Aug 07, 2023 at 11:08 AM
#493
 I’m trying to  figure out how to be happy 
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Aug 07, 2023 at 12:43 PM
#494
Today has felt a bit overwhelming a few times. A few different things. I haven’t felt like I’ve been on top form. I’m telling myself that’s okay, some days are just like that. I’m going to have a bath and read soon to settle myself down.
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Poohbah
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Aug 08, 2023 at 02:34 PM
#495
I’m playing my games compulsively.
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Aug 08, 2023 at 06:05 PM
#496
I vented out to an online friend
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Aug 08, 2023 at 09:34 PM
#497
Better than I have been, but kind of sleepy today.
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Aug 10, 2023 at 09:49 AM
#498
I’m reminding myself to breathe, because I tend to hold my breath even more than usual when I’m stressed. I’m also staying as mindful & present as possible to avoid preventable mistakes that will compound my anxiety. Then too I’m packing a large bag of trail mix to take to work because I’m afraid my lunch will be jacked today. I’m being vigilant about energy vampires as an opportunity to practice emotional aikido, basically putting my own oxygen mask on first. I can’t give what I don’t have.
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Aug 11, 2023 at 07:42 PM
#499
I’m drinking a beer, because **** it.
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Aug 11, 2023 at 08:00 PM
#500
I'm lonely and bored. I'm watching the news, trying to talk to friends and playing my game. I might read some. I'm so sad.
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