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Poohbah
Member Since Jul 2022
Location: The Far West
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#581
Blind hope
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Bill3, Discombobulated
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
Member Since May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
Posts: 25,689
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#582
Very well. Recovering from surgery with two weeks off. Much needed.
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 1,698
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#583
Meh. Nothing bad happened, but somehow sinking into a low.
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Bill3, Discombobulated
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Dec 2021
Location: USA
Posts: 1,812
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#584
I am drinking a Rainier tall boy that I so richly deserve.
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Poohbah
Member Since Jul 2022
Location: The Far West
Posts: 1,236
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#585
Sitting
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Legendary
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 10,020
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#586
Valid my hurt feelings
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Grand Member
Member Since Sep 2023
Location: USA
Posts: 907
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#587
Not great. I've been irritable and bad-tempered today and I've really been trying to work on that. Coupled with adding a new psych med to the mix I've been doing better generally and especially with my irritability. But today it's reared it's head again. It's always a sign that I'm not doing well. Movement and exercise help burn off some of that energy but it's been very hot here today so that's been a challenge. I'm worried this means the "honeymoon period" of my new medication is over. Trying not to dwell on that though. One day at a time....
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Discombobulated, Nammu
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Elder
Member Since Oct 2019
Location: UK
Posts: 5,088
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#588
Been feeling overwhelmed and exhausted, put my phone on silent and chilling on the sofa.
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Exoskeleton, FloatThruThis, Nammu
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Crone
Member Since May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
Posts: 73,445
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#589
Not well but today is much better, I got some sleep last night!
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Legendary
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 10,020
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#590
I’m been feeling :sadhug really bad due to being constantly yelled at by :sadhug my brother
__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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Grand Member
Member Since Aug 2023
Location: Netherlands
Posts: 753
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#591
Just taking it easy. I had a bit of a difficult night but I watched Ballerina on Netflix and had a nap (halfway through) and so I'm okay, just need to catch up on some sleep and not do anything self-destructive.
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 1,698
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#592
Going to try to get some sleep soon. Going to work tonight.
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Crone
Member Since May 2010
Location: Some where between my inner mind and the solar system.
Posts: 73,445
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#593
I’m coping very well today. Got a good nights sleep last night.
__________________ Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Nov 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 1,698
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#594
Not coping all that well today. I suppose it will get better, but not at the moment it isn't.
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Grand Member
Member Since Aug 2023
Location: Netherlands
Posts: 753
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#595
I'm doing as little as possible after a horrible day yesterday. When I do too much and wear myself out my mental health collapses worse than my body. I really hate depression and anxiety more than the pain and limitations of multiple sclerosis. Mental torment is way worse than physical pain, imo.
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Member
Member Since Aug 2023
Location: Central Florida
Posts: 55
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#596
Another job interview today. Not sure about it. Traveling north in 2 weeks to see a lot of family and friends. My parents can be triggering and I haven't seen them in 5 years. Bless me I must say! Trying to stay positive and get the vit D I need but the SAD is kicking me even down here in FL. I wake up and do not want to proceed past the coffee in my kitchen. NOt like the winter bipolars of the past but still a dead space feeling. Grateful for what I do have very much though. Hugz.
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Elder
Member Since Oct 2019
Location: UK
Posts: 5,088
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#597
Things are going so much better this week and I’m doing well.
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Exoskeleton
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Grand Member
Member Since Sep 2023
Location: USA
Posts: 907
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#598
Something happened on Sunday, a health-related thing, which really triggered my anxiety. I had to go to the ER. I'm basically fine and it was a flare-up of a known condition I have. But it has really sent my anxiety into complete overdrive. Definitely a big setback. I'm trying to get back on track but I'm feeling a strong sense of dread and doom, and I find myself worrying and ruminating and obsessing and feeling anxious and scared a lot of the time. Trying to think like a warrior but still feeling like a helpless child.
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Poohbah
Member Since Jul 2022
Location: The Far West
Posts: 1,236
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#599
Retail therapy
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Legendary
Member Since Oct 2017
Location: USA
Posts: 10,020
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#600
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__________________ Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch. Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live. This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak. In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it's how we know we're alive. And life goes on. That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries |
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