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Default Jan 06, 2023 at 01:17 PM
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So far I've been doing good today, I'm glad & happy to say. And I'm so glad my cell phone is working so I can be here with you guys.

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So far I've been doing good today, I'm glad & happy to say. And I'm so glad my cell phone is working so I can be here with you guys.
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Going to take my dogs for their last walk an hour earlier than normal and then go to bed. I'm a little better now, but this day has sucked more than any in the last couple of months.
That is amazing

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Things are better today. The little bit of extra sleep helped, and I also took a shower before bed. Coping today with more work on organizing my life. Also need to start doing a deep clean on my place, so there's nothing left to do when I leave.
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I just watched TV from 5:30AM-4PM. I don't know whats wrong with me just that I have not been feeling good for awhile and I have pain that sometimes is helped by tylenol and sometimes is not and a number of my blood levels are off. But my doctor did not respond yet. But the other doctor, a specialist who I mainly see, took a few days to respond when 2 of my levels were at heart attack/stroke level. So I guess I just have to wait. Covid sucks since it pushes regular stuff back.
I hope that everything get better

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I still don't have an answer about why I feel so sick. Right now my nausea is real bad and I don't have any zofran or anything. I just have the rest of my prescribed pysch meds to take and basically I just have to hopefully sleep through it.
Overall the only thing I really stressed over today was some package anxiety.
I知 sorry that you feeling nauseous sometimes anxiety will cause nausea

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I was having a tough time today. Mainly with my anxiety. So I did something I shouldnt have done.
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but I feel so calm right now despite some pretty scary health anxiety I have going on right now.
I hope that your okay now.

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When my anxiety acts up (like it is now) I just try to get through each minute. I'm pretty sure I'm not going to die today, so I'll keep myself occupied with some funny TV and maybe an early bedtime. Snuggles with my dogs will also help.
I have had my anxiety myself become so bad that I have been afraid of dying :

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

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Felling sad, a bit depressed. Life is just not what I wanted or planned on and I'm getting tired of trying.
I知 sorry that you池e feeling sad and depressed. It will get better.

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Been trying to distract myself with games
Distracting is good

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One foot in front of the other, one step at a time, one day at a time. Anything else stokes my anxiety and I can't deal with that at the moment. Tired and frustrated by my life.
I値l keep that in mind

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I enjoyed seeing my friends today but I知 feeling anxious now particularly about one of them, I think though that I知 just in worry mode and this is the culprit. I知 worrying about pretty much everything and everyone these days.

I知 distracting this evening and going to clean the bathroom then watch some TV.
That sounds amazing

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

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This morning I got my anxiety under control and something happened yesterday that made me confident that I could return to work. This place I want to apply at is about 10 hours a week so it would be good for me who hasn't worked in almost 2 years. I don't know the pay but it would be enough to let me keep seeing my therapist every week and pay off my extra expenses but its not too much so that I would lose my insurance which is really really important.

But then my doctors office called with some news and the stuff I was feeling yesterday came back and I feel like I should hold off once again on going back because of my health issues. Its just frustrating that legit stuff keeps pushing this back. But at least I have the confidence to go back now.
It痴 always good get your anxiety under control

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

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Unsure what I'm feeling because too much is happening. I'm stressed, but excited. Trying to figure out how to accomplish what I want to accomplish. Life is so full of choices and that is a weak area of mine. I'm a person full of regrets. based on my previous choices.
I completely understand how your feeling

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

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I'm doing ok today. I'm still not feeling well but I've really been pushing the fluids, gatorade and water, and I've been taking tylenol and it does seem to be making a diffrence. My anxiety also has not been too bad and therapy went well. Basically today I just went to threapy and the grocery store then I rested all day.
That is good.

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

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I'm not coping at all.
I知 sorry to hear that

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Staying inside out of the snow and cold. Listening to music and dealing with computer files. Feeling OK so far.
That good

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I'm pretty anxious right now after doing well all day but I don't know whats up so I'm guessing I may just need my last med early tonight. I coped well all day though.
Sometimes anxiety can just come on without a trigger

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

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That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Once I decided to take the risk and toss out the visteril in exchange for an ativan and 2 valium a day my frustration about my med situation greatly decreased. I am however getting that headache nausea thing again but I am hoping the tylenol I just took kicks in. The fact I did not need pain meds until late in the afternoon makes me think I am getting better physically.
It痴 quite possible

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

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That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Listening to an "Alternative Folk" playlist and keeping on my file organizing. Weather is warmer so the dogs and I had a nice long walk this morning and may again this afternoon. Good lunch too. Not a terrible day.
That good

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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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