Jobs and Bios and Depression

Can I just say that I really hate this daytime work/school/life system that is ingrained into our society? I usually find that around this time of day (close to midnight), my ideas are flowing out of me and it’s almost impossible for me to sleep. I have been offered a job through a temp agency to work at a pharmacy that serves the homeless— good schedule, great pay, the best benefits package I’ve seen… but I don’t feel it’s wise for me to take it. I can’t give a concrete reason, other than that a) I don’t think I have the patience to work with homeless people, and b) it seems silly for me to leave one job in pharmacy for yet another job in pharmacy, when I’m not even planning to stay in pharmacy anyway. I don’t know… I just don’t think it’s worth it. Maybe I’m wrong.

I got the color added to my tattoo on Saturday and it looks bangin’! ****ing awesome job by the tattoo artist. This is going to be a busy month for me— classes, workhops, work… I’ve been in touch with a successful jewelry designer who has told me that my Etsy shop needs a bio. **** if I know what to write… she says that people are more inclined to purchase items from sellers with whom they can relate and when they can get a sense of the human behind the merchandise. She’s probably right, but I’m struggling with what to write about myself… inlcuding cusswords is probably unwise LOL.

I’ve been having these short but very strong bouts of depression throughout the day… they come and go, and I’m having a tough time figuring out what triggers them. All I know is I want them to stop— they are so strong they are physically painful… I feel like I’m being stabbed in the chest with red-hot knives. Not good at all. My meds have not changed in years, but I don’t think they need adjusting… I think it’s something else.

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Hi Indigo, it sounds like you’ve got lots on at the moment- I like the advice about the bio, I notice a lot of sellers do this and it creates a nice vibe, yeah maybe not cuss words but something about the feel of your work.

Re the depression that sounds tough, are there any particular themes that recur maybe when you’re feeling down?