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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Dec 2015
Location: Australia
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I reminds me of when I was 16 and TRIGGER WARNING!
I was raped by my cousin and then tossed aside like trash like the fact that I kept saying no but because I said yes to shut him up they said it wasn't rape. I feel all those feelings again just without being penetrated I feel like this filth just picked up and raped me and then tossed me in the trash. My anger and pain is palpable. The rage I feel is like nothing I've ever felt before all I wish is for every man that exists to light on fire. I wish I could torture all of them for days Last edited by black-roses; Mar 31, 2024 at 09:42 AM.. Reason: Adding trigger warning |
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Poohbah
Member Since Aug 2022
Location: The House
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I'm so sorry this happened to you. You didn't deserve it. It wasn't your fault. I'm sorry the adults didn't protect you in the aftermath... you have a lot to grieve...
Do you have a psychologist to talk to? |
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Location: virginia
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Therapy may help. Hate will only make things worse.
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Grand Poohbah
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No I used to but there's a new psychologist. I don't really want to see one as I'm sick of them changing and I don't think it helps me.
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Grand Poohbah
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Just think that I've had more support in this fake ai porn scenario then I had when I was actually raped. All I remember is there anger on one of there faces as they said it would be thrown out of court because I consented in the end.
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Poohbah
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((((((((((black-roses)))))))))))
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Poohbah
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Maybe peer support would help, seeing you don't see a psychologist..?
Check out HeyPeers - Where Peers and Support Groups Connect |
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