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Default Mar 31, 2024 at 09:41 AM
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I reminds me of when I was 16 and TRIGGER WARNING!


I was raped by my cousin and then tossed aside like trash like the fact that I kept saying no but because I said yes to shut him up they said it wasn't rape. I feel all those feelings again just without being penetrated I feel like this filth just picked up and raped me and then tossed me in the trash. My anger and pain is palpable. The rage I feel is like nothing I've ever felt before all I wish is for every man that exists to light on fire. I wish I could torture all of them for days

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I'm so sorry this happened to you. You didn't deserve it. It wasn't your fault. I'm sorry the adults didn't protect you in the aftermath... you have a lot to grieve...

Do you have a psychologist to talk to?
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Default Mar 31, 2024 at 07:21 PM
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Therapy may help. Hate will only make things worse.
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I'm so sorry this happened to you. You didn't deserve it. It wasn't your fault. I'm sorry the adults didn't protect you in the aftermath... you have a lot to grieve...

Do you have a psychologist to talk to?
No I used to but there's a new psychologist. I don't really want to see one as I'm sick of them changing and I don't think it helps me.
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Default Mar 31, 2024 at 10:41 PM
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Just think that I've had more support in this fake ai porn scenario then I had when I was actually raped. All I remember is there anger on one of there faces as they said it would be thrown out of court because I consented in the end.
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Default Apr 01, 2024 at 07:17 PM
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Maybe peer support would help, seeing you don't see a psychologist..?

Check out HeyPeers - Where Peers and Support Groups Connect
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