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Location: New York State
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And I can't describe it very well.
I was very sick with diverticulitis for many weeks. I'm just beginning to feel a little bit better. Here's the thing: mentally, I waiver between feeling like I want to die OR trying to pull myself out of depression. I struggle with words to say or express myself. I feel like I exist from a small place deep inside myself. I can't tell if events I remember are real or something I dreamt. I spend all of my after work time alone. My brain and thinking are noticeably distorted. I am able to mostly keep it together at work. However I am EXTREMELY super over sensitive and second guess every situation. I feel neglected and alone and exhausted. What is this??? Sent from my SM-A146U using Tapatalk |
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So sorry you are suffering! I developed clinical depression after diverticulitis. There is a strong link between gut health and mental health I've learned. Please see a doctor as soon as possible. If you have suicidal thoughts please contact a crisis hotline or go quickly to a hospital emergency room. We wouldn't want to see anything bad happen to you!
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