[DeeeSchmeee68]

And I can't describe it very well.
I was very sick with diverticulitis for many weeks. I'm just beginning to feel a little bit better.
Here's the thing: mentally, I waiver between feeling like I want to die OR trying to pull myself out of depression. I struggle with words to say or express myself. I feel like I exist from a small place deep inside myself. I can't tell if events I remember are real or something I dreamt. I spend all of my after work time alone. My brain and thinking are noticeably distorted.
I am able to mostly keep it together at work. However I am EXTREMELY super over sensitive and second guess every situation.
I feel neglected and alone and exhausted.
What is this???

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[Yaowen]

So sorry you are suffering! I developed clinical depression after diverticulitis. There is a strong link between gut health and mental health I've learned. Please see a doctor as soon as possible. If you have suicidal thoughts please contact a crisis hotline or go quickly to a hospital emergency room. We wouldn't want to see anything bad happen to you!

[DeeeSchmeee68]

Originally Posted by Yaowen

So sorry you are suffering! I developed clinical depression after diverticulitis. There is a strong link between gut health and mental health I've learned. Please see a doctor as soon as possible. If you have suicidal thoughts please contact a crisis hotline or go quickly to a hospital emergency room. We wouldn't want to see anything bad happen to you!

Thank you for that. I hadn't really thought about that but it makes sense now that I think about it.
I see my counselor tomorrow

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