[ShineYourLight]

Im going to try and keep it short and sweet because i know personally especially when I was depressed, i didnt feel like reading 3 pages of content ...Anyways I was popular elementary, middle, and a little in highschool. And when i say popular i mean "cool", friends, girls, everything under the sun! I even changed schools 3 times before highschool and still was popular. I went to public to private to public and then changed schools again. I guess I always knew i had a special way with people. So skipping past amazing experiences to my senior year in highschool. I was in the car with friends, and I remember exactly that it was day time and we were bumping music haha. Anyways it was like a switch turned off in my brain. Weird right? All of a sudden my VERY FIRST socially awkward sentence popped into my head. And from there out, it was over. Over four years of time, i started noticing changes in me. I noticed that i could barley keep a conversation, I cared less about my appearance, VERY SOCIALLY AWKWARD(which is weird because i was popular?), feeling SAD ALL THE TIME, suicidal thoughts mmmm id say 3-4 times a week, no one ever understood me, very dark place, SLEPT A LOTTTT, went to bed just because i didnt feel like dealing with the world, Lost all my friends , and much much more. I WAS going crazy!!!! Here I am one day being the "cool" kid that everyone looks up too and wants to hangout with, to being the most weird boring person on the plant. This goes to show that ANYTHING can happen

THE GOOD

finally after 4 years of dealing with hell, i can finally (its been 3 months) say that I am out of my HELLLLLLLLLL )))) sometimes i would think i was out and never really was. the next day or few days would go by and id be right when i am. Its so funny because now that im out???? I BARLEY TRY lol its the most amazing experience and im sooooooooooo much stronger for it and have learned a lot. IF you guys and gals want more details message me!!!!!

[gayleggg]

That's great that you were able to come out of it. Good for you.

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[Alex0721]

Originally Posted by ShineYourLight

Im going to try and keep it short and sweet because i know personally especially when I was depressed, i didnt feel like reading 3 pages of content ...Anyways I was popular elementary, middle, and a little in highschool. And when i say popular i mean "cool", friends, girls, everything under the sun! I even changed schools 3 times before highschool and still was popular. I went to public to private to public and then changed schools again. I guess I always knew i had a special way with people. So skipping past amazing experiences to my senior year in highschool. I was in the car with friends, and I remember exactly that it was day time and we were bumping music haha. Anyways it was like a switch turned off in my brain. Weird right? All of a sudden my VERY FIRST socially awkward sentence popped into my head. And from there out, it was over. Over four years of time, i started noticing changes in me. I noticed that i could barley keep a conversation, I cared less about my appearance, VERY SOCIALLY AWKWARD(which is weird because i was popular?), feeling SAD ALL THE TIME, suicidal thoughts mmmm id say 3-4 times a week, no one ever understood me, very dark place, SLEPT A LOTTTT, went to bed just because i didnt feel like dealing with the world, Lost all my friends , and much much more. I WAS going crazy!!!! Here I am one day being the "cool" kid that everyone looks up too and wants to hangout with, to being the most weird boring person on the plant. This goes to show that ANYTHING can happen

THE GOOD

finally after 4 years of dealing with hell, i can finally (its been 3 months) say that I am out of my HELLLLLLLLLL )))) sometimes i would think i was out and never really was. the next day or few days would go by and id be right when i am. Its so funny because now that im out???? I BARLEY TRY lol its the most amazing experience and im sooooooooooo much stronger for it and have learned a lot. IF you guys and gals want more details message me!!!!!

Thats awesome! Care to elaborate on what you did?

[ShineYourLight]

Originally Posted by Alex0721

Thats awesome! Care to elaborate on what you did?

yea if you want message me!