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Today I feel numb. My life is definitely in a serious rut. All I want to do is to sit here silently with the tv on and checking out forums. Not necessarily feeling depressed but feeling nothing. I know that it is better to feel something than nothing. The depressed aggravated feeling will be coming later when I begin to care again.
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I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead I lift my lids and all is born again I think I made you up inside my head |
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Leacon....this sounds like my life!!
![]() I hope the aggravation stays away as long as possible. But I also think that if all you want to do for now is watch TV and stare at the forums, that that's okay to let yourself do that for a bit. You will pull out of it at some point, but it's okay to give in to your feelings sometimes. I hope you feel better!! ![]()
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try to fight it as you can, try to get yourself out with people even though you don't feel like it
wishing you the best
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Feeling nothing can be just as difficult as feeling too much, sometimes. Be good to yourself and keep us posted on how you're doing.
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Rebecca "If you're going through hell -- keep going." - Winston Churchill It's better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebody else's life with perfection. - Elizabeth Gilbert Bring on the wonder, we got it all wrong, we pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on. Bring on the wonder, bring on the song, I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long. - Susan Enan http://igetupagain.wordpress.com/ |
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Thank You for understanding feeling nothing is actually repressing the bad feelings including depression. As of now I do not care enough about myself or anything else to feel depressed. I keep myself from sinking more by reading and posting. When I am like this, I am more likely to self injure maybe to get myself feeling again. To get better I will need to feel the depression.
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unfortunately thats' true, but just think of the long long time you will be happy after you get better. This is definitely worth it
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