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I am nothing always will be
I never will be anything in life People scream at me because i never do anything right People hurt me everyday People leave me always People take from me any joy any brightness i have ever had and bash it into tiny pieces- pieces that are never found again I am to the point of no return - I can not take it anymore I am so deeply depressed inside but on the out side I try to hide and become withdrawn but no one sees me and no one cares unless they are angry or mad with me then the screaming starts -work, home, friends oh wait I really do not have friends they all leave me, kids,parents,my head on a daily basis- i hate myself I hate everything about me. I really have no one that i can count on to talk with, i need a real person i need to be hugged i need to cry and be comforted but that will never happen because no one knows how sad inside it feels, they think drugs and a little therapy does it and they make jokes about me, and if i ever brought up the fact that sometimes i feel like someone else is inside of me they would admit me. I am so scared of everything and everybody im just going to go back into hiding now-no one will notice anyway
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I'm sorry you are hurting purplebutterfly. Nobody deserves to be treated badly like you are. Any chance of finding another job where you are respected?
Sending hugs (((((((((((( purplebutterfly ))))))))))))) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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((((((purplebutterfly)))))
So sorry you are hurting so bad, I hope it gets better soon ![]() |
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((((((((((((purplebutterfly)))))))))))))
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Rebecca "If you're going through hell -- keep going." - Winston Churchill It's better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebody else's life with perfection. - Elizabeth Gilbert Bring on the wonder, we got it all wrong, we pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on. Bring on the wonder, bring on the song, I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long. - Susan Enan http://igetupagain.wordpress.com/ |
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I would notice.
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I feel what you feel -
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(((((((((((((((( purple ))))))))))))))))))
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There are people here who do care, who do feel pain for you and are worried about you. Know, dear butterfly, that you are important and cared for.
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Take care of yourself for the people who care
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