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Old Jul 07, 2009, 09:16 PM
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Tomorrow is going to be a big day.

I'm scared because I have an exam which I have previously failed and publically shamed by my tutor for failing. She really ripped into me in front of the rest of the class, it was a traumatic experiance. And now I'm scared it will happen again tomorrow.

I'm scared because my boyfriend is coming over after us being on a two week break so we can figure out whether we still want to be together. I will find out whether he has slept with someone or not during the break. I'm scared that he has and now won't want me back.

I'm scared because I won't make the right decision about whether I want him back and it will ruin my life.

I'm scared because tomorrow will change me.

I'm scared of going back to the dark places in me.

I'm really really scared of what I will do tomorrow.

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Old Jul 07, 2009, 09:28 PM
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(((((Elspeth)))))
I am sorry you are so scared, I hear you and I hope tomorrow brings you peace.
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Old Jul 07, 2009, 09:55 PM
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wishing you all the best that tomorrow works out fine
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Old Jul 07, 2009, 10:54 PM
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Sometimes when I am afraid of the darkness, I have to chain myself to the light. Remind myself that all I can do is make the best decision I can at that moment...and whatever the other person does is their issue.

Hugs for you.
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Old Jul 07, 2009, 11:02 PM
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((((Elspeth))))

Know we are here for you. You are not alone and we are hearing your fear. I hope for the best for you tomorrow and that everythng will work out for you. Sending you gentle hugs.

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Old Jul 08, 2009, 05:22 PM
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Take tomorrow one minute at a time. That's how I get through my rough ones. Sending lots of hugs and hope everything goes well tomorrow
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Old Jul 09, 2009, 10:51 AM
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good luck on the exam. Good luck with the boyfriend. The best you can do is be honest with yourself and him. sending hugs
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