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Sep 19, 2009, 09:15 AM
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 Insurance is gone. . . my T's going to leave us. . . I know she will because her supervisor's a stingy old bat and is all about money. I don't make enough money. I just put my two week notice in yesterday at work and will be starting a new job and I made it clear to my new employer I have mental health problems I'm dealing with. I have dysthymia, PTSD, Avoidant Personality, I can't stay in one job very long cause of the negative feelings once I get the routine down (I'm hoping that this new job will only be routine till I learn it then be given new things to try slowly just to keep things interesting), I POSSIBLY have autism and/or DDNOS or DID. But with no insurance how am I supposed to find out now? My T thinks I'd qualify for disability because my work history and my employers hire me with the understanding that I have mental health problems and even though I'm very reliable to do my best and am never late I tend to change departments if I can when I get bored with whatever I do. This last job that I put my notice in was the last position that doesn't require a college education at the local hospital/nursing home/clinic. So now I'm going to work at a restaurant and hopefully I can make it last for 2 years while I try to get on SSDI or title IX. I haven't slept but a few hours each night since Thursday. I feel like I'm never going to sleep again. My mind is just so active I can't turn it off. The voices are more dominating at night again like when I was little. I dunno what to do. I don't have family support. Every time I try to talk to them about anything serious they laugh at me or tell me how wrong I am or to just be quiet because they don't want to hear it. I've pretty much stopped talking to them. And now I'm starting to feel like maybe the first T I had might've been imaginary because I never see her while I'm in the waiting room at the office where I go for counseling. I don't know how I'm going to pay for all the sessions that happened in September that insurance was supposed to pay for. I paid them so I should have gotten it but there was some clerical error I feel so shattered. Only reason I wake up in the morning is because my mom makes me.
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Sep 19, 2009, 09:24 AM
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You sure do have a lot on your plate right now. (((Fox)))
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Sep 19, 2009, 10:08 AM
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  Fox! Insomnia and lack of family support make everything worse Here's hoping you can hang on
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Sep 19, 2009, 10:08 AM
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hi i need a hug because i dont see my one son as he is with a woman that wont let him see his family. i think she threatens him so he cant see his son.
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Sep 19, 2009, 10:57 AM
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(((((((((((FOX)))))))))))
Hugs for you-- ...
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Sep 19, 2009, 11:13 AM
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{{{{{{Fox}}}}}}
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I am not a medical or mental health professional, nor do I play one on TV, I just talk kinda like one!  Blessed are the cracked for they let in the light! They say I have A.D.D. but I think they are full off...  Oh look! A CHICKEN! Be careful how you look at the world, it may look back!  How do you want to be seen? |
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Sep 19, 2009, 02:21 PM
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((((((((((((((fox)))))))))))))))))))
Sending you lots of hugs Have you asked if T can see you on a sliding scale fee? Some Ts are willing to work with you on the price.
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Sep 19, 2009, 03:33 PM
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(((((Fox))))
That sounds so tough. Hugs.
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Sep 19, 2009, 05:04 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((((fox))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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Sep 19, 2009, 06:17 PM
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BIG HUG
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Sep 19, 2009, 06:42 PM
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Sep 19, 2009, 08:21 PM
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Thank you so much for the support everyone <3
Velvetpurl welcome to PC I'm sorry you're going through emotional turmoil over your son's choice in a woman over his family. Gimme: I'm going to see her probably for the last time on Monday, when I do I'll ask her if there's any way for that to happen for me. Though I doubt it. Thursday she kept saying that some T's have a sliding fee scale. . . but I don't want to see another T I'm tired of being thrown around as soon as I get comfortable with someone. I already have abandonment issues without T's tossing me around too xD
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