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Sep 28, 2009, 08:42 PM
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I just through up for the second time in a few minuets. I said some things in the chat room, all true, all about myself, nobody said anything bad, in fact nobody said anything (and that is ok). This is probably another mistake, I just feel so sick. It was bad enough having these thoughts, now that others know it's worse. The universe is painting me into a corner, I'm afraid
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Sep 28, 2009, 08:56 PM
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hi Donna.
Please try to calm down, I'm sorry things are so crazy right now. About the chat room - sometimes things just happen in there, I know sometimes I accidently leave my screenname up there for 10 minutes without looking because I'm so absent minded! So please don't assume that the silence was MEANT to be there. Maybe people were just "afk" /not paying attention, or having trouble themselves. I dunno who knows these horrible thoughts, but just so you know I think PC is a relatively ok space to share them in. I've had some horrible thoughts myself. I've done some icky things too. I don't want to trigger by giving lots of details but *trigger* I've done things that hurt myself and therefore other around me (physically and emotionally), I've thought that maybe there wasn't a way out... I've thought about ending things in bad ways. I've been nasty. *end trigger* You're not alone - if you feel safe enough it may be good for you to share these thoughts on the forums. Please take care of yourself.
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Sep 28, 2009, 09:42 PM
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Donna,
I just wanted to send you warm hugs. I know it's hard to have other people hear things we have to say sometimes, but I don't think anything bad of you, and never will. Hugs to you and take care of yourself.
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Sep 30, 2009, 03:02 PM
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(((Donna)))
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Sep 30, 2009, 06:20 PM
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{{{{Donna}}}}
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Sep 30, 2009, 06:56 PM
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(((Donna)))
Chat can be scary because it is real time and you can't edit...but it can also be cleansing because you can say things that you really mean "in the moment" and get it out. I've had both good and bad experiences in chat. Donna, this is a good place and we are all in need of support (or we wouldn't be here). I can so relate to what you are feeling right now because I have shared thoughts and feelings that I have never even shared with my family...I hope this is of some comfort to you sweetie. You are not alone in feeling that "sick" feeling that maybe you shared too much.
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Oct 01, 2009, 12:16 AM
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(((Donna)))
It does surprise and scare us when we share honestly, whether in chat or on a forum. Part of it may stem from letting those feelings out...no more bottling them inside of us. It still occasionally freaks me out when I share something very personal, but I realize those things had to come out or they would eat me alive. Please try to let it go, keep posting, and let us know how you are doing, ok? We Care In Peace
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#8
Oct 01, 2009, 12:47 AM
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Donna - don't worry about it. You say what's on your mind here. You're lucky you can enter the chat room. I haven't been able to for awhile. It's a computer-broke-type problem, undx'd at the computer repair shop. The inability to un-ring a bell is why many of us are here. billieJ
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Oct 01, 2009, 12:53 AM
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Donna - PS: I just threw up for the "severalth" time, which is probably more information than you wanted! I identify with feeling "painted into a corner", but the universe didn't do it to me [although I believe it does with some] - I did it to myself. I don't know which is worse. billieJ
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