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Old Jan 28, 2010, 08:13 PM
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I am tired of wearing a plastic smile
I am tired of pretending to be ok
I am tired of having to lie to people
I am tired of having to hide my feelings
I am tired of feeling alone in the life
I am tired of trying to "be ok"
I am tired of failing
I am tired of thinking I'll never be "good enough"
I am tired of... being me!
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Old Jan 28, 2010, 08:41 PM
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I hear ya!! I feel that way too sometimes. I wish I had some grand words of wisdom, but I don't I hope that tomorrow is a better day for you.
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Old Jan 28, 2010, 08:42 PM
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Aw!!Manda you made me cry your a good person i wish you felt better about yourself
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Old Jan 28, 2010, 08:43 PM
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Aw!!Manda you made me cry
sorry... didn't mean to make you cry.
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Old Jan 28, 2010, 09:40 PM
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Aw!! Manda ... your a good person
THAT is TRUE, no matter how many "tired of's" are in your list.
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Old Jan 28, 2010, 09:43 PM
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THAT is TRUE, no matter how many "tired of's" are in your list.
Thank you.
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Old Jan 28, 2010, 11:26 PM
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I am tired of wearing a plastic smile
I am tired of pretending to be ok
I am tired of having to lie to people
I am tired of having to hide my feelings
I am tired of feeling alone in the life
I am tired of trying to "be ok"
I am tired of failing
I am tired of thinking I'll never be "good enough"
I am tired of... being me!

Manda
That's a lot of tired . How did you find the energy to type all that tiredness ?
I'm tired also but could never get tired of hearing what you have to say.
You could sum it up with the last tired . Tired of being me.
I don't think it's YOU that you are tired of.
You are a special person Manda.
It's your illness that makes you tired .
Keep fighting it , today you may be tired . But tomorrow you may get strength to fight back. Who really knows what's in store for us.
I hope it's good things and I hope real soon. Take care
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Old Jan 29, 2010, 01:03 AM
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Its ok Manda,I cry alot in my own life, I just wish i could make you feel better about yourself, I hate seeing others in pain,Im here if you wanna talk.
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Old Jan 29, 2010, 03:14 AM
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Manda, honey, I know it gets tiring. You know it's fine if you need to take a rest here from at least some of that falseness and pretending. HUUUUGGGGGGGGSSSS to a special woman.
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Old Jan 29, 2010, 01:10 PM
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I'm tired so tired, tired of being me
I'm wishing, yes I'm wishing, that I could be set free.
I'm trying, know I'm trying my best self to be
But I'm tired, so tired. Tired of being me.

It sucks, but you're not alone.
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Old Jan 29, 2010, 01:34 PM
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Just for today, put down the plastic, the pretense and the lies and feel how you feel. Then, contemplate why you think you have to do what you do. Now, think about what you want to do to change how you feel.

Good luck.
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Old Jan 29, 2010, 01:57 PM
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I'm tired so tired, tired of being me
I'm wishing, yes I'm wishing, that I could be set free.
I'm trying, know I'm trying my best self to be
But I'm tired, so tired. Tired of being me.

It sucks, but you're not alone.
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Originally Posted by Manda86 View Post
I am tired of wearing a plastic smile
I am tired of pretending to be ok
I am tired of having to lie to people
I am tired of having to hide my feelings
I am tired of feeling alone in the life
I am tired of trying to "be ok"
I am tired of failing
I am tired of thinking I'll never be "good enough"
I am tired of... being me!

I'd like to add to the list,
I am tired of my SICK Mind.
I am tired of mental illness.
I am tired of going to the ER becuase of my mind.
I am tired of people not beliving me out side of those that have the same things that I have to deal with.

BUT.....
I do like myself to a degree.
I do like how I can solve problems that are either math or puzzles.
I do like music, and playing music.
I do like trying to find someting that will help.

There are a few good things out there but they are hard to notice. unless we have all of the tired's pointed out to us, or pointed to ourselves. There are a few things we can do. We can reach out for help. We can try and do the things that we used to enjoy. We can try and help others get over things. We can try.
Thanks for this!
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