[twfdisturbed]

I can’t sleep and I don’t eat that much anymore. On May 26th the girl I was dating called me and broke up with me. We have been seeing each other for 3 months at the time and she was married but she told me she was leaving him. She had me go get divorce papers for her and everything and said that she had filed them. Well on May 26th she told me she never did it, we did work together and I just got moved up as a manager and she could no longer work for the same company. I then found out right after breaking up with me she is seeing her sister’s ex-boyfriend. I have done everything imaginable for this girl. I use to go on one hour asleep a day just so I could spend time with her. I tried to call her but she hung up on me. All I do is think about her I can’t get her out of my mind. For some reason I just want to talk to her one last time but she wont give me that. To be honest I don’t think she can tell me to my face she doesn’t want to be with me. And I know we will never be together. I think I’m just scared I won’t find anyone else. But no matter what I do I think about her and I have rehearsed what I was going to say to her but I don’t think I will ever get to and that bugs me. Any ideas to help me get her off my mind or anything that will help at all

[Parker10]

SOrry you are hurting so bad right now ! Breaking up is hard to do.........

WHy not write her a letter - telling her exactly how u feel, get everything outta your heart, off your chest etc, then tear the letter up. It is obvious she is a "user" and you will find someone else ! Get involved in activities with other people and keep busy ! Good luck !

as i was reading you post, i was thinking that i'd write her a letter and detail my pain and sorrow. that should help bring you some closure.....xoxpat