Another pointless day to get through. Nothing to do, nowhere to go, no one to see.

No job, no money, no friends, no prospects.

I hate waking up.

For some reason I've decided to try to live. But right now I can't remember what that reason is. Maybe it will come to me later.

I feel a little better now. Thanks for letting me share.

[perpetuallysad]

cypher, I know how you feel. I struggle the same the most days. You sound a bit more positive at the end. I hope you do feel better.

[In_The_Darkness]

((((((((((cypher)))))))))))

Sorry you're going through tough times. Sending you hugs

Yes, talking about things does make it better, I've noticed that in people lol

[Briester]

I feel your pain as I've been in the same position as you before in my life Cypher. Things do get better even though every day I struggle with such negative thoughts and general sadness. I've just started with meds 3 weeks ago and want to believe they will help.

People do care.

[Lboogieg]

No job, no money, no friends, no prospects.

I know how that feels. I'm looking for work too right now and money is quite tight for me as well. You definitely did sound more positive at the end, though! Maybe there's hope yet? Job hunts are always stressful, but hard work will eventually lead to rich rewards. Only time will tell! Keep posting, okay?

[Berries]

Originally Posted by cypher

Another pointless day to get through. Nothing to do, nowhere to go, no one to see.

No job, no money, no friends, no prospects.

I hate waking up.

I can relate. Except I do have my doctor appointments to go to.
Yee Ha! NOT!

I hope you find fulfillment soon.

[melonchaly]

Wow, I didn't realize how many people are so unhappy including myself. That makes me feel a LITTLE better, knowing I'm not the only one walking around by myself aimlessly.I don't have a problem with being alone, we all need alone time with ourselves, its the lonliness in the pit of my stomach that makes it haed to cope.Noone is interested in helping unless you have money and I have none for that! A local support group would be nice though. Good luck people, living can be exhausting sometimes!!!!!!

I am glad you feel a little better. What is holding you back?

[trevorzero]

Why are you anonymous? There are people here who would like to get to know you.

[perpetuallysad]

I believe it is someone who no longer has an account on PC. That's why it says anonymous.

[lost_inthecrowd]

You know I just heard a middle aged grocery worker talk to a customer he knew. He was explaining that his daughter went off somewhere for 6 months in a program that he always wanted to do, but he didn't get accepted. Then in a small voice he said that he was "fine but just so lonely".

Isn't it funny that we're all in the same boat but we're all rowing in different directions?