[Peanut61]

How you be? Just because I had a melt down [***Peanut hanging head***] doesn't mean I don't care what's going with you guys!!! Haven't seen you on today - Thinking about you guys, and keeping you in my thoughts & prayers... As ever, your friend, Peanut

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT </font color=blue>

[PlanningtoLive]

:::::::::::::::::sitting quietly in the corner::::::::::::::::::::::::

Mary Alice

[Peanut61]

::::::::::::::::::::::::Peanut coming to sit in the corner with (((((Mary Alice))))):::::::::::::::::::::: XOXO!!

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT </font color=blue>

[SeptemberMorn]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Jillers}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} You don't need to be embarassed or ashamed! It needed to be said and heard.

I'm so proud of you!!!!

<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

[Dias]

me too soooo proud!

Why Fear Im Here

[Peanut61]

Are you here on the board today, (((((((((((Mary Alice)))))))))))???? How about you (((((((()ltlredvett))))))))))??? You're in our thoughts!!!!!!!

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT </font color=blue>

[Peanut61]

I was glad to get a pm from you today, ((((((Lady D)))))); I'm glad that I misinterpreted the intention of your poem = YAY!! I'm very happy to apologize, and tell you how much you mean to us!! Fondly, your friend, Peanut

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT </font color=blue>

[Peanut61]

FOR EVERYBODY =

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT </font color=blue>

[LadyDragus]

<font color=blue>
Well I was not online, or around a comp till today..
I did not see this yersterday..
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I am doing much better.
I did a whole lot of soul searching this weekend, and I feel better, I am not srue how long this feeling will last, but I am just going to ride it till it falls. I am just hoping this time it wont fall to far, away, so I can keep bringing it all back up to the top of my list. I want to keep this "Good" feeling I am having right now, and I do nto want it to ever go away again

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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[ltlredvett]

Thanks for your concern Peanut... I am hanging in there. Actually quite by accident I ran into an old friend this past weekend. It was somewhat strange but wound up spending a fair amount of time together. Told her my whole story and despite everything that I shared she wants to be there to support me, which is great. Although, I must admit I wish my ex girl friend would be there for me. But, at least I have someone in my corner now, which is very important for me. The next few days and weeks will be critical for me. I really need to kick it in so I will be posting less. Besides, I don't want my posts to upset anyone on here any more. Peanut, I am so sorry that my posts in CC upset you. If I feel the need to post like that I will be sure and put a trigger label on it.