[findingmy_self95]

I had a HUGE mental breakdown today. My sister was bugging the crap out of me then I started screaming and yelling at her and I grabbed my guitar and hit her a couple times then I smashed it on the ground. Im so deppresed now. That was my first guitar and it was so special to me and I cant stop crying, I absolutely loved that guitar. Whats wrong with me, I couldnt stop myself but I had enough self control to give my sister my box of razors. I dont know how to control myself anymore. :'(

[angie2716]

I'm sorry hun. I'm not sure what to say but I can be here to listen. I hope things get better or you start to feel better.

[BashfullOne]

Brennan, if you are seeing a T or Pdoc you should call them right away and let them know what happened. If you don't have a T or Pdoc, you need to make an emergency appointment with your family doctor right away. I'm sorry about you guitar and sister. If you have a T or Pdoc, are you on medication? Please call someone for help today. And I'm here for you - you can message me or private message me if you would like. I'm here to help. Hugs to you...

[WePow]

We agree on reaching out to a T or another professional ASAP.

[findingmy_self95]

Im seeing a T for the first time next week

[googley]

It is good that you are seeing a T soon. Make sure and tell your new T what happened. I hope you are able to calm down soon. I'm glad you gave your sharps to your sister to keep for you.