[darkpurplesecrets]

Wanted you to know that we are sorry we have not been here for a few days. You are in our thoughts even though right now we cannot seem to say anything. Exhausted and hurting we are still here supporting without words. Just wanted you all to know you mean so much. Know we still care even in silence.

dps

[1flagwriter]

dps,

We miss you! Why are you speaking in plural, "We", instead of "you"?

[Rohag]

((((((( Darkpurplesecrets! )))))))

Your words are always welcome, but you don't need them - you're a healing presence even in silence

[Hippie]

Dps, I know just what you're saying. You're a good person and valued. Post if you can as I would like to hear from you.

[englishteacher]

((((dps))))) gentle, safe hug.

[idontknow13]

(((((dps)))))
Take really good care of yourself, you are important!
We care

[1flagwriter]

How are you DPS???

[Naturefreak]

(((DPS)))
Gentle hugs our friend. We love you.

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((flagwriter, Rohag, Hippie, englishteacher.idon'tknow13, babysteps))))

To all of you thank you for your replies. I want you to know that you are more appreciated than you know right now. It really sometimes takes all I have to write right now. So much is somehow finding its way out and sometimes all I want is for it to stop, sometimes for me to stop.

flagwriter, the reason I refer so many times as we is because of those within myself that are a big part of who I am. So many within myself make up who I am and so many times we still are all reaching out together. I am not sure if that makes sense or not. I appreciate you more than you know. Thank you for asking how I was again. My heart is here with all of you even when my words seem absent. They really are here just in silence. Thank you for your concern and support.

Rohag, your words brought tears to my eyes as I read. For in our heart you all are a big part of our family and there is nothing we would not do to support where we can. For all of me, I hope we live up to your words. You all have been there for us so many times listening, caring, supporting, sending your hugs and love----you have pulled us through some really black times and still you have encouraged me to look at where I am and where we are and you all have given us encouragement to keep reaching even when it feels as though we cannot reach out or take another step. Our heart is truly here for all of you and we truly care. If even one word that we write can help even one person then it has been worth what we have gone through. We love and care so much for you all.

Hippie, thank you for your understanding. I know so many know where I am right now and I really am sorry that so many know that place. When words seem to disappear somewhere and time seems to almost stand still. And though we are here somehow we seem to be lost. I thank you for your words and I cherish each one of you. I will reach out as I can. Some days feel as though just to get up is impossible but then there are days that I begin to see some light even for a time. It is those days that I come here and read and find strength in those words others here write and hope somehow begins to find a light even for a while. Sometimes words come from somewhere deep within myself and I share them when I can. Thank you for giving me the chance to share.

englishteacher, thank you for your hug. It means more than you could know right now. Sometimes when it is so dark and feels as though I am alone, I come here and I see your hugs and words of encouragement and it does not seems so dark after all. Just wanted you to know that we all appreciate you. Thank you.

idontknow13, thank you my friend. You mean a lot to us and knowing you care means so much more than words can say. I hope you know how much you are appreciated. Thank you for caring.

babysteps, my friend. Thank you for the hugs and for your love. Know that I love you too. You have touched my heart dear friend. Thank you for all your caing and the wonderful messages of encouragement you leave for they really give me strength when I feel weak.

Right now there is new awareness and acceptance within. Looking at this and realizing what was done is really tearing my heart apart. It somedays takes away my breathe almost as if it is choking me. But I know that in the realization and awareness there is, as hard as it is, there is also growth which sometimes can hurt so much but also it makes it possible to take another step in this journey of healing, however small it may be it is a step forward. Sometimes slipping back but never having to go back to the beginning again. Knowing that you all are here walking this path gives me hope and courage to keep walking. So thank you all for your support and encouragement. I really care about you all and love you. Sending many gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps