[Tyrla]

I dont really know where to begin...(this could be long)
yesterday a person who i forced myself to open up to and let myself fall in love with ended it all. This is not the first time he ended things with me but i know this is the last. its been a roller coaster ride for me the whole relationship. my trust, my insecurities, my vulnerabilty, and so many other things have made a mark on what was us. my depression has won over again. i dont know who is at fault here in why its over (and i dont think anyone should say the other was at more fault). i have made it known to him to please be patient with me because of my depression and anxiety, but because i still suffer from that, he couldnt. he has told me that he wanted to help me and contribute to my happiness, but if that was really the case then he would still be here trying to fight it with me.? i am vulnerable and i have trouble with being alone. we were almost at the one year mark. i want to learn how to be ok with being alone and i want to be able to appreciate the good things that we had without feeling anger, anxiety and sadness. i dont have the energy to try to blame him for anything i just want "closure". i know whats best for me but i just cant seem to find the beginning of the path (dont know where to start)

[FeelingHopeful]

Hey girl. I sympathize. I can sorta understand. Someone i am close too i dont see as much and im grieving too. Wanna talk ? Sometimes talking helps. Im on alot.

[Tyrla]

Originally Posted by FeelingSad

Hey girl. I sympathize. I can sorta understand. Someone i am close too i dont see as much and im grieving too. Wanna talk ? Sometimes talking helps. Im on alot.

yes i do want to talk... i dont know how to work this website good though i just started...

[FeelingHopeful]

ok cool. im on so vent away. also you can private message me if you prefer.

Sorry about what happened, Tyrla.