[semiblond]

I am trying so hard to become a better person. I am trying not to be so angry and so hurt all the time. I have gotten so depressed for the past several years that it is really hard to shake it. I try to put a smile on my face and have people think that I am ok but I really am dying inside. I just want to be happy and no matter how hard I try it feels like it will never happen.

Good for you, semiblond. Hope it works for you.

[englishteacher]

Hugs to semiblonde....It's hard dealing with constant depression and it makes me very angry sometimes too. What are you angry about? Are you on meds? do you see a therapist?

[semiblond]

Originally Posted by englishteacher

Hugs to semiblonde....It's hard dealing with constant depression and it makes me very angry sometimes too. What are you angry about? Are you on meds? do you see a therapist?

I'm angry and hurt dealing with a divorce and than a stupid stupid relationship right after the divorce. I am trying so hard to let things go but it is so hard. I wish I could just have a magic wand and make it all go away. I would love to wake up one day and not have any anger, pain or hurt feelings. It has been so many years since I can say that has happened. I don't have health insurance right now to be able to see a therapist, thats why I thought that if I joined PC that maybe it could be recover.