[Lacer Vita]

wrote an entry. got lost. maybe that's a sign?

i'm just here because i'm here, and i don't know where else to speak. seems even in the midst of depression, when i don't feel i deserve a voice anywhere, part of me still wants to have one.

i don't deserve a response. i've been gone a month and a half. depression-free for that time, and thought i'd never be back. and here i am. sucks.

i don't have a t. i can't afford one, nor the meds that i need. so many medical bills already, and more on the way. i just want to be normal. the kind of normal that doesn't fall into this pit so many damn times. or ever.

sorry. i don't want to bother you. i just. want to be better.

[Maxime]

Hi, sorry things are not going well for you. What helped you to be depression for 1.5 months. Was it medication? Or was it from working with your T.

Of course you deserve responses. You are obviously hurting very much.

[SophiaG]

if you do not have the money for meds or therapist appointments then we are a very valuable mental health resource for you. Please do not feel guilty for posting to us. We want very much to help you feel better.

[Naturefreak]

Originally Posted by Lacer Vita

i don't deserve a response.

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Lacer Vita
How about a hug.

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((( Lacer Vita ))))))))))))))

[Lisa Michelle]

I'm very sorry to hear you're back in the depression. It seems so cruel doesn't it, to be doing so well and then for seemingly no reason slip back into that black hole. Just remember you can climb out of it, you've done it before and can do it again.
Perhaps if a therapist isn't available to you right now you could try self help? A good self help book is kind of the same as therapy anyway, except you can't talk back to it. All of the methods and stuff are the same though. I do find sometimes they can help so maybe it's an option for you, if you feel up to it.

[palmdalegirl]

Originally Posted by Lacer Vita

wrote an entry. got lost. maybe that's a sign?

i'm just here because i'm here, and i don't know where else to speak. seems even in the midst of depression, when i don't feel i deserve a voice anywhere, part of me still wants to have one.

i don't deserve a response. i've been gone a month and a half. depression-free for that time, and thought i'd never be back. and here i am. sucks.

i don't have a t. i can't afford one, nor the meds that i need. so many medical bills already, and more on the way. i just want to be normal. the kind of normal that doesn't fall into this pit so many damn times. or ever.

sorry. i don't want to bother you. i just. want to be better.

I am with you Lacer Vita. I am sunk so low back into my depression, and I am scared. My elation and good news that has made me smile for almost one month has vanished. You DO deserve a response. Life hurts, huh? It sure is for me right now. I am here if you need to talk.