[kvinneakt]

I quit Seroquel a couple weeks ago. I still take Remeron. Depression and a surf of emotions are again washing over me. It is not too bad, but enough that HERE I AM again looking for company and commiseration. Seroquel works. That is what I don't like about it. It emotionally flattens the world. Without it, I have a much richer emotional life - more vivid, I think, than "normal" people have. I LIKE that, but it can be fairly difficult, too. This morning I needed to get some household repair items at the Home Depot store, as well as stop for an overdue oil change. It was exasperating. I was so frazzled I could have screamed in the store, or just sat on the floor and cried. My wife did not go with me due to our having a minor tiff before the adventure. She was hurrying me to do something and I had a minor melt down. At that time I blamed her, but after the store trip it became clear the whole thing was entirely of my doing.

So, I rattle on here on psychocentral. Why? I don't know. All you wonderful folks have issues, too, and it seems many of us can't figure out how to find a solution, or at least one that works. For me, I just can't accept the medicated state. I think I would rather have a shorter and stormier life than a long one as a zombie.

Onward....

[(JD)]

kv I hear you!

[GliderGal]

I feel the same way about EffexorXR....they just took me off 450mg (thought it wasnt working) was long and stormy getting off...NOW I WANT IT BACK!!!!!!!!!!