[Psyclox]

I don't care about anything anymore, not my family not my friends not anything, I mean I still love them all but I just can't seem to care about anything at the moment. I spoke to a Pdoc on Thursday and I told him everthing thats going on in my life he is now refering me to a psychiatrist to get medication plus he still wants to see me as well, I just hope I can start caring again, my life has come to a complete stand still right now and it is the worst feeling ever, is it wrong not to care about anything at all or is it me thats the wrong one at the moment, I just wish it could all go away all these feeling of self hatred and loathing, what to do.

[Overcastbutclearing]

Damn, you are taking thoughts right out of my mind....
I know the pain dear (((psyclox)))
You are not alone.
The darkness is deep. The hurt is excruciating...
Now what do we do?

[Psyclox]

I wish I knew all I now what to do is hurt thats been apart of me all my life, I guess all we really can do is live with it but I don't want to so now I do need help on realising how to care again.

[Overcastbutclearing]

Heck, if I am still here and still posting and still getting all my "black slime" purged out of my system then you have to believe you can too.
There are people here who care...even if no face can be put to the care...do not take it for granted.
I don't know you on a personal level...all I know is the pain we are both experiencing. And I know it sucks!
What made you care in the past?
What is causing you to want to "leave" now?
Trust me, I don't have the answers! I am searching like you.
Can anyone help us out here?

[LadyDragus]

you can get this blackness out of you.. WE have too..

it may take all 3 of us working with each other to do this.. but I know we can..

I can understand excatly where you are coming from ..

Trust me..
I belive in you and I understand how hard it is to try and care for anyone when you are down in that deep pit and do not wantt to come out for anyone..
But try ok.

I am here for the both ofyou ok..

[Fuzzybear]

"Black slime".... I am totally with you there, I think I PMd you yesterday saying I felt I was full of that black slime........ ugh!

Respect and care to all on this thread,
Fuzzy

[Quay]

Huh? How do you folks know about the black slime? I thought I was the only one filled with black slime. It used to be everywhere, a huge vast lake of black slime. I'm not sure entirely how it's happened but it's been gradually drying up. I've been in therapy for two years now and I guess it must be helping. The last time I examined the problem it seemed it was more like a wading pool. So there is hope. Things do get better, but it's not all at once, and it takes time. Try to hang in there and be patient. Try to be kind to yourself although I know that isn't easy.
Take care, Quay