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Old Nov 09, 2010, 06:49 PM
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It's happened. I've been wondering when it would happen, when I would crash badly after DJ's heart attack. I was ok yesterday, ok last night before I went to bed, but I've had 2 or 3 warnings, instances of being emotional; at one point I just stood at the kitchen sink and cried.

This is deeper, darker, worse. I'm running around like a chook with its head cut off and feel much less than appreciated in any way. On top of that theres the feeling of sadness where there should be a feeling of relief.

I am so confused right now and of course after 2 days of the most beautiful weather the day is greyer than the deepest winter. I feel like retreating and never coming out again.
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Old Nov 09, 2010, 07:01 PM
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((((((( Rhiannonsmoon! )))))))
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...theres the feeling of sadness where there should be a feeling of relief.
Somehow that doesn't seem odd to me. I've experienced similar, where relief or even what should be joy manifests as sorrow or emptiness. Depression IS genuinely confusing. I guess I don't notice the confusion much any more I'm so used to it...

As you can, please keep posting, friend.
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Old Nov 09, 2010, 07:03 PM
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Old Nov 10, 2010, 06:09 AM
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hello dear; this week was really stressful for you ,you need to breathe after all of this ;and remember you have a lot of freinds who care about you.
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