[doriangray1718]

lately iv been feeling a little like, well..my life is turning to crap. this really upsets me when i think about it because the beginning of the year was going so well for me. i got an 84 on my report card! that's never happend to me before. but that in september. now im lucky if i get a 70
now i can't even sit in my living enviorments class without being harssed by the kid with the messed up rabbit face who sits in the back of me. seriously! iv had to ask the teacher if i could take an assignment outside of the class just so i chould focus. i cant told my guidence counsler, but she's completely useless. that whole ****ing school is.
math isnt doing much better either. im getting 65's. that's braely passing. but in all honsety im begining to not really care. all i care about now is graduating and getting the **** out of there. im not going to prom, im not attending the school trip, or the senior BQ, im just grabing my dipolma and leaving. i would take the year off but my mom says i half to keep going to school or i wont be covered by her health insureance. i wont to take journalisem classes but hell, i can't even spell good,ahahahaahahahaahahahahah! isnt that funny? whatever, i would prbully just do webcam modeling but im too fat and have too many acne scars for that

[Rohag]

Hi, Doriangray1718!

Originally Posted by doriangray1718

...mom says i half to keep going to school or i wont be covered by her health insurance.

Well, that's a practical reason to keep going to school.

My observation is the culture of community college and university studies is vastly different from what I remember of American high school. You may find the change refreshing and stimulating. Also, participating in some sort of college program opens all sorts of counseling resources - vocational, personal and academic.

The next several years may be totally different from the past four. I wish that for you.

[Leed]

Hi ~ What do you think is the REAL problem that you're having with school? Or is it school that is bothering you??? Is it something else that's depressing you? Are things OK at home?

Alot of times when things go wrong at school, it doesn't have anything to do with school at all ~ there's something else bothering the person. It can't all be because of the kid in Living Environments class. LOL

What do you think it is?? Hugs, Lee

[doriangray1718]

Originally Posted by Leed

Hi ~ What do you think is the REAL problem that you're having with school? Or is it school that is bothering you??? Is it something else that's depressing you? Are things OK at home?

Alot of times when things go wrong at school, it doesn't have anything to do with school at all ~ there's something else bothering the person. It can't all be because of the kid in Living Environments class. LOL

What do you think it is?? Hugs, Lee

i honestly think it's a combanation of both. right now, my home isnt extactly the most ''peaceful place''. the house is in very bad shape, everyone, not just me, is depressed about something wheater they like to admit it or not. loss of control, loss of control over the house and the animals. and school, well school sucks anyway. i got to an NY inner city school and there already known to have very poor edcaution functions(the kids dont learn anything!) and the fact that im in a specail ed class dosent help. most of the kids in the specail ed classes arent even really retarted like you would think. they just have add or something like that. but there just so ****ing disrespectful! these kids are like 16 and 18 and they missbehave like ther ****ing 10! iv seen the teachers actully try to bribe them so they would just shut there ****ing mouth and pay attention in class! not to mention they always bully other kids. the rooms are also so clostaphobicly small(sorry for the mispelling!). these kids are not mentally retardted. they know what there doing is worng, they just dont care. and thanks to the crappy ny school funding, the school cant kick them out. so it's form both sides