[DAICY]

I just wanted to thank whoever supported me through my previous posts. I finally opened up to my parents and they were very sad but they were also glad they now understood why i acted in a certain way. They promised me to get me help and assured me that they were there for me and i should be very open with them from now on.
I went to ugrent care this morning where i talked with a doctor there about my depression and suicidal thoughts. She was very understanding of how i felt and strongly recommend that i should go to a hospital for my safety. I started to have a break down which was caused by the thought of missing school, getting behind, and fail all my AP/Honors class( fail in life). The doctor told me that my health was more impotant than school and assured me that i'll be fine as soon as i take my first step in recovery/treatment. In the end it was decided that i didn't need to go to the hospital( due to my strong objection and my less suicidal state) and went home. But my father was given direction to teh hospital and instructions on what to do if I became really suicdial again. My mother made an apointment with my pychiatrist to figure out what to do next, and i guess that will be my first step.
I want my life back, I want to be in control again, I want to enjoy life again. I strongly hope i will get better soon.
Once again, thank you to those who suppoted me!

[online user]

So glad you took the action you did. You do sound much more at peace with things, like you are on the road to recovery.

[Sunna]

This is great news, DAICY!

So happy for you! And thank you for coming back to share this. It's not just good to know that being supported by folks here helped you, but you sharing this may encourage some other young person in a similar situation to stop suffering in secret.

Drop in and let all know how goes it.