[DelusionsDaily]

I know it sounds kinda silly but things just havent been good the last couple weeks...I feel like im very slowly falling into the depression that put me in the hospital in march. I know why it is happening...the 21st anniversary of my sisters death is July 13th. Things always go haywire for the approximately the 6-8 weeks around her anniversary. So Im just trying to decide before I see her if Im willing to accept any changes she may propose. I know based on past experience that the depression is almost certainly going to get ALOT worse over the next couple weeks or so. Im really scared that she is going to over compensate for this with more meds and Im not to keen on more meds even if it isnt over compensating. I dont know I just go in there and let things be what they may....grrr thats going to be hard.

Melissa,

I'm so sorry to hear about your sister. I wanted to ask if u were in therapy. You may find that therapy helps more as the depression your experiencing is more situational rather than chemical. I may be wrong, so correct me if I am, but I think meds will really only work for chemically based depression. Its something to think about. I hope u find better ways to cope with your loss. I'm working on that too right now. You can pm me if you want.

Love and hugs,
Tara