[AmandaHargis]

-----Not suicidal, just FYI-----

It's 845 AM and I've been up since 12AM. I just can't go back to sleep and I'm finding it hard to come up with a reason why I should even be up. All I do is get on the computer to look for a job--none in my skill area-- then I watch TV--nothing interesting on-- then I try to read--can't concentrate long enough to remember a sentence-- stare off into space. It just seems like I have no reason to get out of bed. I don't even feel up to playing with my 4 year old son. I just have no energy or desire to move.

Just going through one of those days I guess. Not feeling that it's pointless to live, just that it's pointless to get out of bed.

Anyone got any ideas on raising energy levels? The ideas can't contain caffeine, sorry - gives me migraines.

HELP

[objtrbit]

I would think keep talking about it....chances are something deep and unconscious is sapping your strength...you might likely be going through more than you are currently giving yourself credit for-your energy being elsewhere;

I have felt that way real recently...not wanting to get outta bed, not having any energy-plus a crazyass sense of dread in the morning. As it turned out, someting from my past got triggered and it sent me spiraling downward.

That's one suggestion...who knows though, could be a diet thing...I'm always gonna think it's something unconscious biting from the past lol;

Keep posting! Hugs yo!

Take care,
-obj

[AmandaHargis]

I don't know what it is today, but everything just caught up with me. I hate these kind of days. No job, no money, no house of my own, feeling like I am alone even though there is a house full of people. It's hard to feel so alone when there are a ton of people around you - and online. It just adds to the nerve-wracking that's already going on in my head.

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by AmandaHargis

It's hard to feel so alone when there are a ton of people around you - and online.

Being alone in a crowd is one of the worst kinds of alone.