[DespondentDaisy]

I don't know what happened. I don't know if it's because I forgot to take my pills this morning, I'll take some tonight, I only started up again recently . . . I accidentally said something stupid/upsetting to a customer that was out of line because I miss heard them and then was on the verge of crying for the remainder of my shift. Luckily this was only half hour, but I was feeling like I needed to leave early anyways. I don't know if it's my vestibular disorder acting up or a mental health issue- I decided to stop by the store on the way home to buy a pregnancy test (I have missed my period this month and have surmised I might be pregnant which could explain the mood changes I've been having- in which case I need to find out quick to stop my meds which can cause birth defects) but read the box wrong and came home with an ovulation test. I was all nice to the lady at the check stand and felt she looked at me strange- probably in my head but now I'm feeling like crap and can't shake the feeling- listening to Nirvana probably doesn't help- I suppose I should look up stand up comedy on YouTube instead . . .

[Willcat]

Finding funny stuff on Youtube helps me get through difficult emotions sometimes. Hope you will be feeling better soon.