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Old Jan 16, 2012, 01:30 PM
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I can't stand this, every day it gets worse, I have no one to talk to and no one understands me. Nobody will ever love me because I shut everyone out and treat them like they did something wrong when the only one creating all the problems is me. I hate myself. I can't do or say anything right, everyone expects too much of me and i cant handle it so i let them down. It hurts so bad just to live, anything makes me cry, but i have to hide it because nobody would understand. And i know no one will want to read this but I'm sorry i jud have to let it out, even though i know it wont help because a few mjnutes later ill be back where i started, with no one who gets it to talk to. I hate myself and everyone else, i will never be happy, and the world would be better off without me. I would give anything if I could just disappear.
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Old Jan 16, 2012, 01:40 PM
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I feel just about the same way and its really hard specially when like you cry and someone asks whats wrong and you really dont know whats wrong and well i understand you i really do i wish i would disappear too.
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Old Jan 16, 2012, 02:39 PM
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No one cares.
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Youth ain't gonna change the way you die
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At the bottom of the blackest hole
And convinced yourself that it's not
The reason you don't see the sun anymore
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Old Jan 16, 2012, 03:56 PM
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we care, we're just busy still replying to your earlier threads? and I like the way you are reaching out to other people. it takes time for PC to work its magic. plus therapy, plus whatever other changes.
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Old Jan 16, 2012, 04:17 PM
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Because of you I joined this group today. You described how I have been feeling and proved there is someone who understands. Thank you.
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Old Jan 16, 2012, 04:26 PM
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I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Thank you for "getting it out." There are a lot of people that feel the way you feel. Life is hard, I know. Are you in therapy, mylifeisdepressing?
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Old Jan 16, 2012, 04:32 PM
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No I am not in therapy because I haven't gone to a doctor about it yet but I will soon, and maybe I will start therapy. Thank you, both of you.
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Truth ain't gonna change the way you lie
Youth ain't gonna change the way you die
-Foo Fighters
•••••••••••••
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And convinced yourself that it's not
The reason you don't see the sun anymore
-Paramore
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Old Jan 16, 2012, 04:36 PM
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I feel almost exactly the same way. I hope you are able to see a doctor and begin to learn more about yourself that's why i like this site so much, because people actually understand. Take care
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Old Jan 16, 2012, 06:29 PM
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I think a doctor is a must. You may also try to find a depression group near you. Depression groups are like being here but you see the people you are talking to. Good luck and may tomorrow be a better day.
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Old Jan 16, 2012, 08:24 PM
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I love you guys to death. I swear, most of the time you are what keeps me going. <3
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Truth ain't gonna change the way you lie
Youth ain't gonna change the way you die
-Foo Fighters
•••••••••••••
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And convinced yourself that it's not
The reason you don't see the sun anymore
-Paramore
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Old Jan 16, 2012, 11:51 PM
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go on and i hope you find a therapist so you can find answers. sometimes knowing what hurts you is the way to feel better afterwards.
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Old Jan 17, 2012, 10:18 AM
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You are not alone. I feel EXACTLY the same way, I think there are many people that do. I'm sorry you feel that no one would want to read what you have to say, but I do. I care about what you have to say because you are a person, just like me or anyone else. I too feel like I will never be happy; don't know what it is, never been happy my entire life. I'm sorry but I don't know that there is an answer, I am still trying to find out what I am supposed to do. But I am alive and I'm right there with you. There has got to be something more to life than this.
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