[stern]

I know i'm depress and i want to die but i don't understand why i'm feeling so irritated. I hate men (Sorry to all guys but i just can't control it) but from previous few days my mind is rushing and reminding me their negative points. As they are lecherous, In anger, they behave wildly, they have got no emotions, they are unable to keep secretes, they don't respect women, because of them we feel insecure, they discriminate us and blah blah. I know it's not rational to think this way but it's neither completely irrational. I don't want to see them around. Even i don't want to see my teachers and class fellows. I feel so hyper while taking lectures. I can't wipe them out from world's map then what's the point in thinking so?
I felt extremely down for a week or so and now i remain either highly irritated or equally talkative (just with my friends). I'm becoming bipolar or getting better?