[rnr0601]

This is a poem I wrote signifying how I felt.

I Can Not

I can not sleep, for dreams of you are waiting for me
Though I love to see, It hurt's too much when I awake
The thought of not seeing you in person is too much for me to bear

I can not be awake, for thoughts of you are in my mind
they take over and I cry all over from missing you
The thought that you will not be with me is more than I can bear

People ask me how I can think of joining you, but they don't understand
I can not be awake, I can not sleep, for you are everywhere
The pain in my heart is overwhelming, all I can think of is being with you

I can not do this, for to give my family this pain that I feel
Is the cruelest of fates for anyone, even those I do not care for
So I am stuck, Can not sleep, Can Not be awake, So What am I to do

People say "get over it, he wouldn't want you to be sad"
But they do not know how hard life is with out you by my side
The laughter, the tears, the good and the bad, are now gone

I can not Sleep, I can not be awake For missing you is now my everything
Please Help me to learn this new Life that I must live without you
for if I don't I Can not Live

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by rnr0601

...For missing you is now my everything

Grief. Depression and anxiety. I wish an easy way existed for you to tunnel out from underneath that mountain.

[CantExplain]

Nice poem!