[Fuzzybear]

sometimes

.........

[pegasus]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

sometimes
I feel like
any success or accomplishment
is a fluke, or beginners luck
and I'll be "found out"
as the "bad" "useless" "inadequate"
person that
I "really" am

and
sometimes

I used to
(unconsciously)
sabotage (sp) things
so that I'm "found out" as
all of the above
and abandoned
so I'm not completely out of control?
of the outcome
or something like that
dumb**** bear :-( :-( :-(

who feels like deleting this :-( :-(
maybe I should?

Nah, can't delete it now that I've copied it! Self sabotage, yes so many of us do that, not dumb, just feels safer somehow. (((((((( Furrypaws ))))))))