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May 23, 2012 at 10:57 PM
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I have a feeling this thread will get deleted, or complained about, or whatever else people will do about what I'm going to post here. I want to post this anyway.
Lately things had gotten to the point where I was convinced I just shouldn't exist anymore. I had planned to do something about that today. There's a reason for why today...but that's probably not important. Obviously I didn't do anything. I drove to the tallest building I knew I could get to the roof of (6-story parking garage), got to the roof...and just sat there for awhile. Then I drove away. I'm not sure why. I don't feel any better. I've been thinking alot about music lately...no matter how horrible things get it's something I always care about. Other people are even starting to notice my music. Maybe that's the reason for how things turned out today. Who the hell knows... |
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May 23, 2012 at 11:00 PM
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May 24, 2012 at 12:48 AM
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May 24, 2012 at 03:44 AM
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I am glad you are still here.
What kind of music do you like? __________________ The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well. anonymous |
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Elder
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May 24, 2012 at 04:10 AM
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I don't think it was an accident that you didn't "do" anything today. NOTHING -- absolutely nothing happens by accident in God's world.
 You may not have been aware of it, but God spoke to you today and told you NOT to do it. You have a reason to be here. Maybe it's your music! It's up to YOU to find out what that reason is. Get all thoughts of dying out of your head. Sure, it may be hard cause life is a challenge to say the least.  But it's WORTH it -- hard knocks and all. It might flatten you, kick you when you're down, make you bleed -- but nothing stays the same forever. Things ALWAYS change. It might take awhile, but they never stay constant!I'm glad you're here. Your loss would be devastating to others!!! Have you considered that? A dear friend of mine (whom I haven't seen in quite some time) committed suicide last week -- and my daughter and I are hurt beyond belief !!! Suicide is the PERMANENT solution to a TEMPORARY problem. His death even ANGERS me -- how could he do that?? People LOVE him. The same holds true for you. Please take good care of yourself my friend. God bless you, and keep posting. We'll listen. Hugs, Lee |
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