[adel34]

Hi Everyone,
Kind of down today. It's funny I had such a productive day yesterday, doing a project to help other residents at the facility I'm living in and making phone calls to try and get into a club house type day program and find therapists.

Today I didn't get up until 9:30 and had no energy to go downstairs to weaving. I just listened to a book on tape for an hour and now I'm here. It's almost lunchtime and I'm not dressed yet. Just weird how on different days I feel differently and there's no predicting. The ocupational therapist was trying to figure out how my daily routeens get off, and there's just no knowing how. It's just different everyday and so hard to deal with!

[whimsygirl]

Hi adel34.....Sorry to hear that you're struggling with ups and downs, and I agree so much that this is hard to deal with. I know for me that is one of the most difficult things ....not to know when, or why, or for how long things might change for the worse. Very frustrating, for sure. Sending good thoughts your way.

[f.reliant]

Allow your self another "off" day. Sometimes when I am having such a good day, I tend to overdo it and am spent the next day. After having so many bad days, I cherish the occasional good day and ever the optimist hope that they will increase in frequency. I wish the same for you!

[optimize990h]

yeah less ups and downs hopefully I get down to business and continue to work on what I need to do.

[adel34]

Thanks for all your good thoughts. The rest of the day was pritty much the same as earlier. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. glad I have all your support.

[CastlesInTheAir]

heheh thought I was reading a post I made because that sounds so familier. One day I hit the ground running feel motivated and inspired and the next day im hiding out and dont even want to study...