[maybeonlyme]

I can't believe what happened. I blew up at my man. Over nothing. This wasn't the first time, it's been happening little by little over the past 30 days. Getting worse! Crying then yelling then crying some more! We have never yelled at each other. We always talked thru are arguments.
I feel out of control. My emotions are not me. This is not who I am. What's happening to me???

[LILITH]

Hello Maybeonlyme, Depression takes on many forms anger is one of them.... slow down take a deep breath saying nothing is sometimes better than getting in a shouting match...
Lilith

can you take a walk or just find some time by yourself? i know that depression and anxiety can come out in anger. i've experienced it myself. can you see someone to talk to? a counselor or a therapist? maybe a minister. i can tell that you don't want to scream and yell at your man. keep posting and we'll support you. xoxoxo pat

[maybeonlyme]

I call my doc. I couldn't understand why? I have never experienced this before. I don't yell! Doc said he may have over shot the mark on my meds last visit. Took me down on some and took me off of one to see if there is any difference in a couple of days. But I have to sit here and deal with this for 2 days!! I can't stop crying I know I've hurt him, and I don't know how to change what has happened. Even if it is the drugs does that make any difference. The damage may already be done. I love him and I do need him. I just hurt so bad now. My pain is at a 7 and I can't take anything else. What's next?