My heart really hurts. I am finding myself very sad. I don't want to slip down. I don't want to drink or smoke weed. I don't want to kill myself. But my heart hurts so bad. I have been really strong. But I am not always strong. I am not strong right now. I am feeling really weak. I hope tomorrow is better. My eyes are dry. I am not numb, but I wish I was. I am really hurting. I need God.

[Leed]

Sweetie, God is right THERE - right next to you. He has never left you. when you are weak, He's holding you up. When you can't walk, He's carrying you.

WE are here with you -- you can talk all you want and we'll listen. You know that someone is always here. I'm so sorry you're hurting so badly.
But tomorrow will be better -- I can feel it. It will be a new day, and you'll feel so much better than now.

Why not try to lay down, close your eyes, and drift off to sleep. Sleep is what you need, dearheart. You're too tired right now, and this pain is going to wear you out. Before you know it, it will be morning -- and things will look brighter.

Get some rest my friend. Hugs, Lee

[Raindropvampire]

I'm so sorry you are hurting so much. Did something specific happen that you'd like to talk about or did depression just rear it's ugly head? I'm at work so will be here most of the night if you need a shoulder.

You are absolutely right. I am not doing good right now. But tomorrow the sun will rise. I am going to sleep beloved. Thank you. I needed that. Bless you Leed and Raindropvampire. I must have forgotton that I need to sleep. Life will be better in the morning hopefully.

[LostMom3]

Sorry you feel so bad. Hoping tomorrow is better for you. much love and hugs