[ThisPuzzlesDeadInside]

right now im listening to this song that i used to like but it tells about my past and alot of stufferz is coming back... im having the urge to cut again but i dont want to so i posted... im confused as ever and i have to deal with my moms ex... see he has umm touched me b4 and he denies it with everything and everyone believes him over me you see, even my own mother does... i have to see him tonight and tomorrow i dont know what to do can you guys help me?

~*Amy*~

I am so sorry! We believe you. Sounds like you have many feelings inside (fear, betrayal, sadness). Maybe you can journal a little. Would that help?

[kimmydawn]

((((((((((((Amy))))))))))))))))

do you HAVE to see him? can you make plans to be somewhere else at all? i'm sorry that happened to you. I believe you.

i'm glad you posted here for support as opposed to cutting.

kd

[bipolar_bear]

Amy it was a good decision to post rather than cut. I am sorry that you are having to be around him. I believe you. Please try and be safe. Take care

[Lexicon78]

Amy, the same exact thing happened with me and my mom's bf (who is now her ex husband). He touched me and my little sis. I told her and she didn't believe me at all. And the jerk denied it the whole time, too.

If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you. I know this is very painful and hard to cope with.

I'm glad you posted instead of resorting to the cutting. That in itself shows that you have great strength.

[(JD)]

Defend yourself if you need to. I hope it all goes ok for you. Yes, good to post instead of self harm. (That's how I came to PC in the first place )

[ThisPuzzlesDeadInside]

thank you guys for ur help just know you guys have that special place in my heart bc i have no one else to turn to really i barely have a big sister anymore.. thanks guys

[ThisPuzzlesDeadInside]

freaking hes on his way here right now im so scared ugh

[LadyDragus]

Can you not stay in your room.. Saying you are reading and do not feel well.

I am so sorry you are going through all of this..
I am here for you.

The dragon

[ThisPuzzlesDeadInside]

he keeps coming around and im scared hes gonna do it again... i cant tell my mom bc she will snap at me or something thats the last thing i want. i dont know what to do

[xnocturnalxsilencex]

somehow you have to get it through to your mom. i would do anything i could to make my mom believe me if that ever happend to me. im sorry this has happend to you, and i hope he never touches you again. if you ever need anyone to talk to, im here.

[ThisPuzzlesDeadInside]

thanks nicole but my mom just wont listen its sad really, i hope he never touches me again too

[Mystry]

Thispuzzlesdeadinside...you get out of that house as soon as you can you...I mean YOU go to the police...go to a school counciler...go to a nieghbor's house...Do not stay in that house another minute while this person is around...and scream from the top of your lungs what this person has done to you...it is NOT your fault...I know it will be hard but the way it is changing you now is going to effect you for the rest of your life...don't let it...you keep screaming and someone will hear and listen and believe...please take care child and be strong...

[LadyDragus]

i'm so sorry this is happening to you.

I wish I could do something.

[ThisPuzzlesDeadInside]

thanks for caring but this kind of stuff happens to the best of us

[LadyDragus]

yes I know it does. but that does not mean I am in fear for you too..
I just wish your mother would listen..

This is one thing that bugs me about parents today, they never relaly truly listen to our kids. .

I always listen to my four year old.. no matter how silly it sounds.

[wisewoman]

I really hope that one of the counselors at your home will listen and report it. They are mandated to do so. You also can call and report it yourself. You have a right to feel safe.

[EJ711]

Puzzle -

I had a friend at work, who had this happen to her as a young person. She eventually left home. I think she was older than you. She couldn't get her mother to listen either. People who behave in that manner can be very manipulative.

EJ

[ThisPuzzlesDeadInside]

today is my last day at PC.. for a week or so i will truely miss you guys and thanks for caring. Much love.

Amy

[oksomaybeimnuts]

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take good care of you. sending you good thoughts and prayers.