[Luke41]

Hello, all. I am Luke41 (please address me as Luke, you don't have too but it' would be nice.) and I suffer from Chronic depression. I am 15 and basically to be clear to the point, I need help. I am deeply affected by a number of events I have witnessed in my life. I'd like to start off my issues with my most disturbing ones (in my opinion, I do not know about yours.) in a list ranked top to low.

1. I have a weird attraction to Anne Frank, this started from when I readied the diary of Anne Frank and I felt pretty bad for her being lonely, etc. This soon morphed in to a morbid obession with her. My parents own a body-pillow thats brown that I sometimes use to cuddle with and pretend it's her. Maybe I developed this from my own lonelyness? I'm not really sure. This isn't the sole reason I signed up for this forum, however I'll love help reguarding this issue.

2. I have recently witnessed my grandmother die infront of me, basically. (thank god she had a pace-maker and she was brought-back.) and I believe that has unlocked some more depression in me, basically to the point.

3. I suffer also from Multiple Personality Disorder, ADD/HD combined, Bipolar Mania...

I'd love it if I can get some help from this forum.

hi luke,

welcome!

i'm sorry to hear about your grandmother... that must have been a tough thing to watch.

i actually had that happen to me too- but at the time, i was really young so i'm glad that i don't remember too much to much of it.

i am sure you will find lots of support here.

hugs

[Leed]

Hi Luke ~ I'm glad you found this forum. The people here are wonderful, and this is a safe place.

I too have had clinical depression since I was a very small child -- about 4 or 5. I didn't get treatment until I was in my 20's because my parents were always drunk.

I'm sure watching your grandmother basically die (but come back) was traumatic, but at least it had a happy ending! But that would upset anyone!!

Have you visited the other forums for Multiples, Add/Hd and BiPolar? Feel free to post in those forums too, and you'll be welcome by the folks there. There is plenty of help here -- don't hesitate to post wherever you feel the most comfortable.

I hope we hear more from you. God bless & please take care. Hugs, Lee