[telb]

depression eh.
this is depression.
nah.. i am a alien.
i am not normale to this world.
i live in a world where Vaquero Little cigars are plenifull & the ash trey is overflowin on to the table the table is now the ash trey. no i dont want to clean it up. it reminds me how big of a low life i am. and i just dont realy care anymore.
where my door is constantly shut & locked, dont bother me please im sleeping...sleeping for 12 hrs a day?yes and im still tierd.
let me lay here. alone. with my cigars. and my music,
be seeing a doc in a week or so.
i dont realy care.
I Dont Give A %#@&#! Anymore.
its been three years now. to long. to long for me. on and off differnt medications.
pain>coping, im goin to bed now.
-TeLb

[Lexicon78]

(((((telb)))))

I'm thinking of you!

things can still get better. don't give up.. We really care about ya. I know things can get rough.. and that sucks... but it can get better!!!

[tita]

Sometimes things look real bad before you start to feel a little bit better kinda like how i been feeling. Please get feel better soon
love ya
((((((((((Tita))))))))))