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Default Aug 07, 2006 at 06:41 PM
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I feel as though this depression is ripping me apart from the inside out, I don't know any other way to describe it, I have been on 60mg of Prozac for a log time in fact many years, and I do believe that it is no longer doing its job as the days slip endlessly by, I find myself dwelling deeper and deeper into the darkness of loneliness and despair, and depression... Sometimes this feeling of despair overshadows my life so bad that I can think of nothing else. Most of you caring people on here know that I have been with RedRose, well things between me and her have not been so good lately, it seems that she is constantly, and consistantly always unbelievably upset with me, so because I have been so depressed about all of these events going on in my life, I withdrew $20.00 from my bank account (money that was suppost to go to pay the phone bill), and went out and got drunk, I know that was the wrong thing to do, but at the time it seemed like the only thing I could do to escape, just for a little while. I invite you all to visit my personal website where I set up a forum, so if you wouldn't mind would you please visit and leave me whatever advise you possibly can? here is the url
http://www.sitekreator.com/wizzard77

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Default Aug 07, 2006 at 06:54 PM
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cool site, wizzard.

i thought i would leave a reply on here, it seems better that way, and easier.

unfortunately, depression does make you feel like that, it does feel as though it rips you apart, piece by piece, but your still standing and still breathing, so you havent let it destroy you too much. the prozac is bound to wear of by now, as with most medication, after a long usage time the body adapts to it and any effect it used to have on your body/mind will be less.

you say you have had this feeling of depression for so long now, have you had councilling before...are you still going...do you find it helps?

dont worry yourself about the occasional 20 dollars spent every so often, you need to treat yourself otherwise things can seem worse, so it was a good thing that you did. alcohol in small doses is good for your body (scientifically apparently), obviously in large amounts it isnt, and there is cause for concern if its constant...but it doesnt sound this way for you so theres no need to worry.

issues such as this will take its toll on any relationship, merely because it frustrates the partner. things will work themslves out for you, im sure of it.

try to focus ont he possitive aspects of your life, spend more time doing tasks that make you happy, fill you with positive thoughts, and this in turn will overpower the large amounts of despair and loneliness you speak of.

take care wizzard and i hope to speak to you shortly.

pm me if you need a chat yea, im here for you.
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Default Aug 07, 2006 at 07:35 PM
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one more thing wizzard, i just heard your song on your website, and can i just say i absolutely love it! would it be possible for me to have a copy of it? pm me with the info if so, i dont want to divert the topic of your post.

thanks
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