[red_rose]

Sence I have a from P C things couldn't get any worse for me. SSI has turned me down again and my sister I just found out she has a mental disorder ,Everything is falling more apart for me, Things aren't getting an better . I think about mother all the time and woundering what she would say now. The realationship i'm in is falling apart. No one I can trust no one to turn to and everything is coming at me with a wind forse. I am let hanging with nothing and I don't know what to do or think anymore ,I everything I say do is always wrong . I semms like all the good I do the more it slaps me right in the face. Who do I turn to now?, When there is no family no nothing? I just want to give up , Just throw everything I ever did away , It seem like I 'm here away with things are going , My body may here the rest of me is in qucation.Sence my mother died I don't even know who I am anymore, Nothing I say or do is right anymore. I just don't know where to go or what to do anymore. When you think everything is going right well for get that it always goes wrong for me and if this isn't bad enough for me the is a 11 year old invoiled in all this mess, I 'm the baad guy in all this mess ,This mess is been going on for qute sometime now, Everything is a show to everyone around no one seen under side of the coin, I am so numb now. The doctors put me on Evil and that isn't working for my back or anything else, If there was someone I could even talk to I couldn't even trust them . I am losing grip on everything , I having nothing to hold on to anymore, It seems like there isn't that could make me happy anymore, Everything inside of me is sad and all the pain is building up , There is NO hope all this mess, I can't take anymore a anything, There are so many posts I put up and I know people are trying to help . All my friends are gone and they don't even write me anymore. This thing isn't getting an better for me. I don't even know If I'll posts anymore , For me it doesn't even help to type all this out and writting down doesn't work eather nothing works
very sad .

[xxemogurlxx]

I understand how u feel. I hope you decide to stay because the people here are the only ones you have right now. At least you can talk to us. I just started at this site cause i'm also going through a tough time in life and i'm using it like therapy. I read other peoples problems and i want to help and i stop feeling sorry for myself for a minute. I hope you feel better soon.

just wanted to give you some support
(((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))

[FaithisAlive]

Yes... I also wanted to let you know you have been heard and you are not alone.

Be strong.... peace