[Audrey]

Ok, so I went looking for appartments to stay at last thursday. I found a really nice town house. But then they told my fiancee that he has to have really good credit in order for us to live there, which he doesn't. So basically I don't know what to do now. I was hoping to move in with him in a subsidized place so the rent would be cheaper. And on top of all this now i'm having car problems. The worst part is that i don't really have much time to take my car in. Oh well, i guess i'll just pay for a rental or something. I've put so much into this car already. I just bought 4new tires for it, a new muffler, a new serpatine belt, timming belt, new brakes, and today i just got the oil changed. This is my first car, and i'm kinda proud of myself that i've had it for so long, so i don't really want to get rid of it, but the company is closed now, so now i have to wait until friday. the problem is that it just turns itself off at traffic lights or anytime i stop. I hate the waiting. I want to be able to take charge and get it fixed. I'm so tired. All i do all day is sleep. I sure hope it's just stress. I'm just so tired that i don't bother getting myself to a doctor. not like i have the money for that anyway. grr... ok, well sorry this a complain post but i'm just having a hard time seeing good even if it hit me in the face right now.

[SundaysChild]

Audrey, I've been really sleepy lately, too. I know it's from the stress I've been under lately. I'm beginning to feel the depression creeping in, too.

You and I are in the same boat about calling the doctor. I've been going to do it for the last month or so but just don't get around to it.

Your car sounds to me (but then what do I know) like the timing or carburetor might be off. Can your boyfriend set up the idle just a mite? It could save you some money.

Speaking of money... isn't it more important to keep yourself running right? How about you and I make a pact to call our doctor tomorrow... say, before noon?


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