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Jul 11, 2013, 05:42 PM
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Life is pretty hopeless, pointless, emotionless right now. I am very distant to the point of not knowing what im doing in a given moment. I cut today and didn't feel pain, didn't know how bad the cuts where until I finally "woke up" and looked at the cuts. Ive never not felt pain with cutting until today. Im going into what my T calls the hopeless hole or window of despair. Or im probably already there, just waiting to see how worse I can let myself get.
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Jul 11, 2013, 06:00 PM
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Hey GenCat just wanted u to know you've been read and I'm there for you. It all feels hopeless and pointless to me everyday. I don't think I change and get better and i think my therapist is giving up because I don't seem to change my thinking.
Pleas hang in there with us no matter what. I look for your posts and appreciate them. If there's any teeny tiny way you can get some relief (I know usually there's nothing I'm going to enjoy but...) go do it. I was thinking of getting some ice cream at the end of the night if I make it thru. Want some? Sending hugs. |
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Jul 11, 2013, 06:07 PM
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((hugs)) to you. I get where you are coming from, and I feel much the same way a lot of the time. I had today what most would consider a wonderful day -and yet I felt...Nothing. just one task after another, getting me through another minute/hour/day. I know it's not good and I should be worried, but. again. nothing.
I do like ice cream though. Maybe I can join you and gracez? |
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Jul 11, 2013, 07:56 PM
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 gencatdont ever give up hope. it does get better. it took me thirty years, but once i found the right antidepressant, my entire life changed. it can for you too. 
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Jul 12, 2013, 01:59 PM
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i'm feeling the same way too, but i'm hoping to not give up. walk beside me in this path, please?
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Jul 12, 2013, 11:42 PM
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(((hugs)))). I feel pretty hopeless, and emotionless myself. Hang in there.
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