[jesusplay]

I can't work.
I can't do school.
I can't leave the house.
I can't sit and play a video game.
I can't listen to music.
I can't watch any movies or tv shows.

I just sit in bed, google things, browse reddit.

Why is it so hard to watch tv? I use to live vicariously through movies and tv shows, now my brain rejects even try to start a movie or tv show.

I can't play a video game, it's stupid.

Everything is stupid, but I don't know why?

it's all so pointless

[manwithnofriends]

Unless you are deaf, this suggests that you don't want to do the things you've listed, not that you can't do them. Use of the word "can't" is abused by those who simply refuse and make excuses.

[FeelingOpaque]

Good to know you have empathy^

And jesusplay, I definitely understand what you're talking about. Everything feels like it has no meaning or purpose and it's just worthless to do.

[bharani1008]

It's hard to get interested in things when we feel depressed. I'm really sorry you are feeling so badly. Even if things are pointless it doesn't necessarily mean we shouldn't do them. Not everything will have a point.
I looked at some of your other posts and see that you are trying to get help. I hope that you are getting what you need. You've had it pretty rough.
I saw also that you are looking for some kind of career. Depending on how well you can cope with pressure, these are some jobs that don't need a college education to get started. There is nursing. There are one year, two year and BSN. Nursing is a demanding profession but is full of variety and lots of room for advancement. I was informed by a beautician that her profession is recession proof. It is a masculine as well as feminine line of work. It doesn't take a long time to get trained and I believe it also has room for advancement. Another idea is teaching English as a second language. The initial training last 4-5 weeks and is described as strenuous. It has lots of possibilities for travel. These all would give you a decent living. You won't use up all your education credit but would give you time to figure out what you really want to study.
Until you are a bit stronger you may just want to do some research into these careers. Each one is demanding in one way or another.
I hope you get the help you need soon

[possum220]

Sounds like your depression is dragging you a very long way down. At the moment you are to ill to face things that you would normally do. Have a chat to your p'doc and see if they are able to offer you more of a solution.

[AV747]

If you don't wash екать anything from this list does not need to do that. Of course, to stay in bed too bad output. Try to walks in the fresh air, a little exercise. By the way very good for depression helps meditation. Try any of those things , maybe it helps you out! Most importantly don't be discouraged, all bad things come to an end.