[hillsa]

Right now I just want to sit still and watch things just pass me by... I don't want to interact or take part, but just exist without anyone knowing I am here. I just want to go to a place where I am alone and stay alone... Forever.

[Rand.]

I hear you, that sounds like what I would like right now. Sorry you're having a hard time

[hillsa]

If it weren't for the fact my kids wouldn't get my life insurance, I would have just done it already... At least that is something I guess.

[bharani1008]

I think love for loved ones often makes us stick around. It is a VERY good reason to do so.
I think also that sometimes, because depressed people are often very sensitive, the desire to be alone isn't always a bad thing. Sometimes we just don't have the energy to be around people. We are sometimes like sponges and soak up other peoples energy and that just wears us out. Maybe after a little while of being alone you may get a little energy and be able to move out into the world a little.

[photostotake]

I feel the same way much of the time. I've often told my t that if I could just snap my fingers and disappear or just be invisible, I'd do it in a heartbeat. My kids have kept me here also. I hope things get better and you will want to feel more present a little bit at a time. Here's a if you'd like one.

[Consumed84]

I feel you. I don't live. I *exist* while the living world goes by me...

[Lost in this world]

I always feel the same way. When something bad happens I just want to dissapear into the background and watch the world without them noticing. I want be like wallpaper the one no one really notices but is there.

[Lost in this world]

I understand you. Most days I feel like this. I always think im better off invisible and then they wont notice all the flaws in myself.